The Last Post of 2015

I guess it’s almost time to say goodbye. In 7 hours we will all be cheering with a glass of champagne about how amazing 2016 will be. But before saying hello, we have to say goodbye.

Dear 2015,

It has been a blast. I remember like yesterday all the plans I had for this year and how long the journey seemed, and now everything is done. Thanks for the amazing time. Thanks for teaching me I have to be more realistic when it comes to goal settings and future planning, but also that dreaming is essential. Dream so big that you are uncomfortable telling small-minded people. This will be the motto of 2016. Plus the second part, dreams don’t work unless you do.

There will be many changes in the next few months, and I know that, but just for today I want to stop, to look back, to appreciate the journey. This year was a beginning of a lot of things, I understood I must not be ashamed of who I am, who I want to be and who I was. Real friends will always be there, not so real friends will actually criticize you as daddy’s daughter only because you have a family that somehow supports you. I decided to stay away from those kind of people. One of them happened to be a close friend of mine, but I really had too much. I know that, my family is great for a lot of reasons (bad for others) but they always support me, no matter what, and I don’t get why someone shoud be mad at me for that.

I decided to show how I really feel to people, to tell my best friend how much I cared about her, I gave her for her 18th birthday a Pandora charm with the written Best Friend and one to split saying I want to travel the world with you. I told here she’s like a sister to me and that I’m sorry for all those years I didn’t tell her everything because I was too afraid to loose even her.

I decided to be myself, as I am. WIth every imperfection, with every fear and every dream. And I decided to travel alone, when no one wants to come. I am tired to run after people, and I really love to run, I want to run with people, to people, and not from people.

2015, that was awesome. 2016, you’re next! 

   
What are you doing tonight to celebrate? How was 2015? Yay or Nay?

Have A Safe Journey!
Love,
Camilla

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